She had a lot of love to give, I was prepared to take it all

Jun 1 2012

I remember my awe and calculated optimism around this time last year. I was so excited for things to come, for the future and what it would mean for me, for us. For everything. I remember all the things we were going to do and all the plans we made.

Although it means nothing now, It was all I could think about then. It’s terribly funny how things change. 

May 10 2012 1 note

I don’t know what the fuck gpoy means.

May 10 2012 1 note

I’m such a fucking slacker

I’ve got so much to do tonight that’s still undone.
10 pages of a report,
8 pages of an outline,
and 50 note cards.
sigh 

Apr 22 2012

Glorious news comrades.

31 fucking days of high school left in my entire life.
 

Apr 17 2012

I know that feel.

Apr 15 2012

Waahhh waaaahhhh wahh”
Also, shit* and shit*. 

Apr 15 2012

My rose colored glasses routinely lie to me about the past. I guess that’s a big part of the problem.

Apr 9 2012 1 note

There are two ways of thinking. Two different people showed me them. They are both poisonous. The difference is that one kills you with idealism and the other kills with you indifference.

Apr 9 2012 3 notes

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“Apart from being a fine game, Tetris is also a perfect mirror of the human condition. For a while the game is entertaining, and we seem to have mastered it and are having fun. Then, something goes wrong — a rash mistake, or an unfulfilled wish, and we’re fighting to repair the damage, but we’ve been thrown off-balance, and everything is piling up. Blocks that were once orderly and harmonious are jumbled and filled with holes, and our cup is on the verge of running over.

There’s always a point at which we stop planning for the future, and realize that we don’t have one — all we can do is cling to the present and concentrate, focus our minds on what it’s like to be alive, to play the game, before it’s all over. You were waiting for a four-by-one block that never came. If there’s one thing I’ve learned from playing Tetris is that mistakes accumulate and success vanishes.

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— A quote about tetris.

Apr 2 2012 1 note